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Sunday, June 10, 2007
9:45 PM

hmm.. recently i have been chatting with besti on msn... den suddenly we talk abt my poly friends... basically is L and P... she was saying if she were me, she would "snatch" P away from L. something like be closer to P. haha. it sounds funny but the idea is there. well, actually i was quite surprised to hear besti say that. haha. anyway, if i were to really get "close" to P, i sure can "snatch" P back... cuz when it comes to friendship, i am veri faithful and sincere. The reason y L is managed to be "close" with P is that she is very good at licking others boots. u koe 拍马屁. haha. cuz when we first met, she veri good at licking my boots and i felt super weird and uncomfortable but i dun deny that i feel good. And u tell me who will dislike ppl who 拍马屁。That was e time i felt that how can someone be so quiet be so nice in her words... like words dipped with honey liddat. LOL.

anyway, back to the topic... acutally when besti says i should get more "close" to P rite.... it didn't occur to me abt it. i duno y ... cuz if this happen to me last time, i will sure put in all my effort to "snatch" back. smth liddat la. i will sure 拼了命. but this time, i dun feel the urge to do anything.

haix....
我想我真的是累了,而且是非常的累。。。
这不是绝望或放气,只是觉的好朋友不许要这么多。。。

何必为了一个不懂得判断的人付出这么多

搞到自己那么累,那么委屈,
虽然我知到这不是判断人的错,
但我已经没有以前那样的精神和精力去争了
现在的我只相信好人一定会有好报
最后的完结篇会是个可想而知的结局。。。


pss:神啊我这一次我真的是累了, 我能够休息吗?我应该休息吗?
请你在梦中托梦给我,告诉我答案。。。

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