today is sat... right... yesterday fri was a really bad day for me. got really pissed so early in the morning. infact i was kinda angry.... plus disappointed and dejected... but wat can i do? like my OG leader says... this is the life that we chose... the friends that we made... it all lies in our decision... yea.. overall, it sounds like our own fault and sometimes i think it really make sense... sigh...

S says :" i wanted to inform u yesterday nite but u weren't online...."
(so r u saying if i am not online u can't inform me through sms or even a call?)

P says :" i thought S inform u already? she said she will inform u."

L says:"you got printer rite? can print?
( obviously i haf printer but the problem is i am already out of hse and u expect me to print out the last min work when nobody cares to even sms me?)

i really cannot understand y they still edit last min? the worst part is... NOBODY bothered to inform me. yea... this is my "wonderful" project mates. my OG leader says during assignment period everyone will be super quiet. hahaha... totally agree with her...most disappointed thing is... they dun feel apologetic at all... wao seh... i really feel like slapping their ignorant and innocent faces.

so u can expect how my mood was the whole day... when i was on shuttle bus, tears from my eyes just automatically drop down... i wasn't crying. i emphasize that i wasn't crying cuz if i cry i will be veri agitated that type. its something like u feel so depressed that u dun haf to cry the tears just come down. this is the first time i drop my tears ever since i left sjc... anyway, the whole lesson for belinda's class i was veri quiet. even my friend fr another class also noticed it... haha... she is a veri funny person but i couldn't laugh fully that day. was kinda touched when she said i can join her clique that kind of stuff... but i think its not necessary... cuz since every1 is wearing a mask, i will also wear 1.

anyway, after sch i went to SR to meet pei... went for her tt training. actually after wat has happened in the morning, i already no mood to go anywhere liao. but for the sake of meeting my besti... i went... haha. my besti mah... somemore can play tt... can smack all i wan. but didn't had much chance. lol

conclusion? actually i feel rather fortunate to be able to see some of my friends' true colours in just 1 mth time? well, its a good thing la. And i haf learn that dun be so nice and understanding cuz some ppl will make use of u and 骑到你头上. well, there are still other nicer ppl ard of course.... but to those not nicer 1s... wat u do now, u will suffer later. thats all i haf to say to them. :D