seriously i envy those who are confident and out-spoken people... because these are the qualities that i seriously lack of... sometimes i really feel that i am of no use, nth gd. i duno but this feeling is getting at me. In this lonely night, the quiteness and lonliness creeps into me... this is the period of time where yr hearts and mind starts to wonder... recently we haf been asked what we would like to do in the future... i have asked myself this qns before and i really dun haf a definite ans. like the lecture says u have been through 1 sem and u should koe what u wished to achieve in the future. seriously, evertime i asked myself what i wan to do in the future, i always feel a lot of struggles and doubts... i feel that life without a aim and goal is so helpless. its like everything u are experiencing and doing is just crap... even if u haf goals, you will doubt if u can achieved...

what are your goals? what do you aim to do or become in the future?

i wished i can get out of this life of mine.